#ocean entry

[swainathan]

"It lives in warm seas. It is said that a couple finding this Pokémon will be blessed with eternal love." -Pokémon Platinum

[hairstylesbeauty]

[sophisticity]

homecoming

tumblr is one of my favourite websites. no matter how much it has changed over the years, it has always felt like coming home. from the textposts that get screenshotted and circulated throughout other social media, to the abundance of achingly beautiful fanfiction, to the collection of stunning artwork, this website will always be a treasury and a scrapbook of everything i have ever loved. 

in my twenty plus years of living, i have struggled to stay connected with my creativity and the artistry that stems from it. it is my hope that this safe haven will not only reignite that side of me, but keep the fire burning indefinitely. 

i think writing has always been my greatest strengths and it is unfortunate that i find myself doing it less and less. everyone talks about how journaling is a form of therapy and catharsis and yet, i’ve never felt safe enough to write my thoughts down – a product of my childhood, i’m sure. despite the fear of discovery and exposure, i think i’m ready to try it now, for two reasons. 

the first is that someone i love asked me to. they know me, have known me for years. they know how emotional i can become, that my feelings demand to be felt. so much so that my moods can manifest aggressively so, and this person tends to be the collateral damage. i understand why they would want me to have an outlet and if i’m being honest with myself, i’ve needed one for a long time. 

the second is that i recently discovered frank ocean’s unreleased song, wiseman, which he released on this very website. i’m late to the party, i know. then again, i usually am – something i will likely talk about in the future. the song is beautiful and hauntingly so. i’m listening to it as i write this and for lack of better words, it makes me feel grounded, in tune with my own humanity in a way i will never be able to express correctly. i want nothing more than to chase this feeling anywhere it will take me and it has taken me here. to this blank page, the expanse of white begging to be filled with the words i’ve left unspoken for far too long. 

i’ve been a hurricane of emotions for weeks now, for various reasons. sitting down, writing this, listening to that song, is my way of trying to save myself. i don’t know who i am these days and my hope is that if i return to my roots, i can slowly piece it all back together.

[a-daisy-in-the-dark]

4/8/24

[thepandalion]

help I'm going insane over deltarune and Undertale stuff again

[sophiesonlinediary]

young brad pitt is truly something else man holy shit

[makeuphall]

[lonestarflight]

These Apollo 8 re-entry photographs were "taken by U.S. Air Force Airborne Lightweight Optical Tracking System (ALOTS) camera mounted on a KC-135-A aircraft flown at 40,000 feet altitude. Apollo 8, with astronauts Frank Borman, James A. Lovell Jr., and William A. Anders aboard."

Date: December 27, 1968

NASA ID: S69-15592, GPN-2000-001357

Internet Archives: NIX-C-1995-02406, C-1995-2406, NIX-C-1995-02407,

[robinfae]

My piece I made for the @pkmnastrology zine! I had the honor of representing Pisces, and what better way to do so than with Finneon and Lumineon!

Thank you to the COMET team for having me!

Also they are very deliberately arranged :3c

[riverofjazzsims]

Xenos Ocean

Xenos Ocean beaming in for @dawnvy the Far From Home BC

Xenos Ocean Ageless They/Them Pan for their species Aspiration: Painter Extraordinaire Job: Painter

Xenos is from a planet light years from earth called Aquadorium, 95% of the planet was covered in water. Xenos was an engineer there and was on an expedition when he was caught in a vortex storm and pulled through to this solar system crash landing on earth. Xenos has been here ever since, as the energy it would take to power up his ship doesn't exist on the planet except for in the form of H2O and the planets supply STILL isn't enough to power his vessel for him to return home.

Being stuck on earth the last 80 years has been a learning experience in its own right. Over the last few decades he has taken on several disguises but his most recent is homage to the only human to know and see Xenos in his true form. Lazarus was his best friend for over 30 years and they took on the persona of son or grandson as Lazarus aged and eventually passed away about 5 years ago.

Xenos, engineering has been seen over the years in some of todays most used technology but these days you can find them with a paintbrush in hand filling their world with color.

In all the time that Xenos has been on our planet they have really not sought out companionship of a romantic Nature but when they saw the ad for the BC and it was for someone that was literally Out of this world, to have that connection to a being similar to them in some way they couldn't pass up the chance at a bond like this

PRIVATE DL IF CHOSEN

[rotshop]

i know there's been a few splatoon infection aus but have an y of them used salmon run i feel like there's an untapped market here

[hairstylesbeauty]

[wonderful101gecs]

Every so often I'll just be going about my life, enjoying my time on this earth, before my brain abruptly reminds me 'Hey, remember how Star Ocean Till The End of Time has a completely unforeshadowed plot twist 80 hours in where it's revealed that the game's entire universe is, in it's own fiction, an MMORPG for a higher 4D civilization? And then you had to reverse-isakai yourself out of the MMO and into 4D space to murder the greedy CEO of the game company?? Because 4D space is governed by neoliberal capitalism, apparently????' and from there my brain is ruined for the rest of the day, how could anyone possibly expect me to think about anything else

[hectticgllow]

[exxorcius]

DTIYS entry for @saiilorspoon(instagram)!

I was actually late to submit this entry - due to some rather unexpected and extremely overwhelming events with exams and some other problems. Yet it was super fun to finally finish and I’m so happy I could participate in any way! Please support the artist @sailorspoon on Instagram/Twitter! They’re an absolute sweetheart and one of my favorite creators within the community(and in general). Thank you! 💛

[sophiesonlinediary]

if he had brought out ocean for she that wouldve been my last straw